roadrunnertwice: Rebecca on treadmill. (Text: "She's a ROCKET SCIENTIST from the SOUTH POLE with FIFTY EXES?") (Rocket scientist (Bitter Girl))

Sure, why not, let's bookpost.

Wren Hyde — Beneath a Burning Sky (zine)

Feb 27

A friend we know from Ruth's shapenote singing community wrote a zine about going on long bike tours. It's good! Wren generally puts a lot of energy into thinking about things like the practical exercise of freedom and the purpose of risking yourself on an adventure, and I always value the sense of being gently shaken out of autopilot that I get from talking to (or reading) them.

I don't know of anywhere a random person could obtain this from, but it's worth picking up if you happen to see it around.

Ken Liu — Laozi’s Dao De Jing: A New Translation for a Transformative Time

Mar. 30

(For now I’m putting Liu as the author here rather than Laozi, but I might reconsider at some point. He has a lot of commentary in his own voice interspersed throughout the book (on the Dao, on other Daoist writers, on the theory and practice of translation), so it’s not attempting to be an invisible translation.)

I picked this up because the ebook was on steep sale. My only real prior familiarity with this text was indirect, through the prints it leaves on the surrounding world, and those prints are ambiguous and elusive. Well... the text is also ambiguous and elusive. Even more so than I was expecting, and that’s saying something! Having carefully read it, I do not feel equipped to tell you what I think Daoism is about. Ask me in some later year, maybe.

I’m glad I read this and I expect to return to it. It’s deliberately aggravating and provocative, but in a gentle way. I really had no idea what to think of it right after finishing, but there are one or two ideas in there that have yielded a bit more as I mull them over in the background. (In particular, some paradoxes about the entire concept of “leading.”)

J.-C. Mézières, P. Christin, E. Tranlé — Valerian and Laureline: The Empire of a Thousand Planets and The Land Without Stars (comics)

Apr. 14

This long-running French sci-fi comic series came up in a conversation about The Fifth Element; I hadn't really heard of it, but it's apparently widely influential. The library had a bunch of it, so I checked out a couple volumes.

The art and the environment design in these is fabulous. But I found the stories a bit tedious and slight, and the cartooning (as distinct from the superb draftsmanship and composition) wasn't to my taste, so I don't expect to read much more of it.

This is that style of comic where the panels are lushly and meticulously detailed, but there aren't enough of them to properly control the narrative flow, and so they compensate by cramming a goddamn paragraph of captions above every other panel. My personal name for this phenomenon is "That Prince Valiant Thing," in honor of a baffling Sunday newspaper strip from my childhood that always seemed to have like one panel of dudes staring into space and a half-page of turgid narration in which absolutely nothing ever happened. I'm sure there's people who like this (or at least are better able to tolerate it), but I personally feel that it misses the point of the medium.

Tamsyn Muir — Princess Floralinda and the Forty-Flight Tower

Apr. 10

I loved this gory inverted fairy tale about a self-made monster.

This novella has an extremely good Shape, and I wish I could define that better for you. I've had an ongoing background ponder running for years about what exactly the novella as a form is good for, and my current (tentative) thinking is that it's either for episodic stories, or for stories where you're trying to draw a very particular geometric structure with the plot (which requires more elbow room than a short, but which will have less success in a longer novel because it's harder for the reader to hold the whole of the shape in their head at once). The failure states for the novella are, of course, "short story that wasn't cut enough" and "novel with insufficient development."

roadrunnertwice: Ryoga from Ranma 1/2. Image text: "*Now* where the hell am I?" (Lost (Ryoga))

Oh, hmm. I've had some of these reviews sitting around for a while, let's thin the herd a bit.

Isaac Safron Robin — Witchtrade, issues 1-6 (comics)

Mar. 11, 2025

Available at author's itch.io page You might also know Robin as the character artist from Christine Love's Get in the Car, Loser.

I liked these a lot! I think I previously reviewed Robin's short comic Baby Universe here; I thought the cartooning on it was delicious and the boys were extremely cute, but it ended pretty quick and I was left wishing for something with compatible vibes but a bit more room to breathe. This is that!

Well, the first issue isn't that, but after that it spreads out a bit and lets you take in the scenery. (You could probably skip that first one, tbh, or come back to it as a curiosity after you've read the rest of the series.) You can see Robin getting better at developing engaging ways to drive a story to nowhere in particular; lots of loose threads pointing at shared history between characters, pauses for exposition on cultural and geographical landmarks, decorative architecture... cuties........

Anyway, I liked the characters a lot, and I also really liked the city-as-character; it's a dreamy place that makes you hungry to visit.

Also: Three game reviews in which I go on AT LENGTH. One that you should at least consider attempting, one that you or your kids might enjoy depending on your locus of nostalgia, and one that's for sickos only. )

roadrunnertwice: Young Marcie Grosvenor from Finder, asleep in a ward drawn from Finder trails. (Wardings (Finder))

Ah right, since I've got all the reviews (but one) posted, may as well do the wrap-up:

  • 9 fiction:
    • 2 by men
    • 7 by women
    • 2 re-reads, 7 new
  • 16 comics:
    • 8 by men
    • 7 by women
    • 1 by non-binaries
  • 5 video games with significant narratives

Not exactly a red-letter reading year! But, some slightly interesting trends:

  • Significantly more comics than in the prior five years.
  • Prose fiction is down from 2023, but oddly, the amount of novels I read for the first time is stable (and up from prior years).
roadrunnertwice: MPLS, MN skyline at sundown.  (Minneapolis - Sunset in the city)

Well, uh, everything is pretty fucked up right now, buuuut I feel like I'm not going to benefit the dozen or two people who read this journal by hollering about it. But I can at least validate your parking: the amount of cruelty, greed, and chaos in America right now is absolutely off the chain, and if you're feeling stressed about it, IMO that's rational and normal. I don't have anything to suggest that you haven't already heard, tho.

What I DO have that you haven't heard are some recs of rad stuff to read, so that's what I'll go ahead and post.

Sylvan Migdal — Carboniferous (comics)

May 17, 2024

Readable online!

This (completed, GN-sized) sci-fi comedy webcomic is an order of magnitude smarter than it looks, while still being exactly as fun as it looks. A squishy galactic federation nepo-baby blunders into a backwater lost-colony planet and instantly re-inflames a botched first-contact detente, an infinite number of local power struggles, and a weirdly lethal AR game that no one remembers signing up for.

I almost never saw anyone talking about this one, and I think it's heinously underrated! Peak webcomics, tbh!

Heads-up for workplace comic-readers: this series is perfectly SFW, but it shares a domain with a whole bunch of good-natured porn by the same author, so be careful where ya click.

Zito Madu — The Minotaur at Calle Lanza

Nov. 13, 2024

A mostly realistic memoir with a lone surreal episode. A brutal practice of self-knowledge? Traveling “wrong” in order to claim a place more thoroughly? The meaning of labyrinth for its denizen?

^^ That was meant as notes for a later expanded review, but on reflection I don’t think they can be improved, so I present them as-is. No refunds.

Valerie Halla — Curse/Kiss/Cute, episode 0

Jan 27, 2025

Readable Online!

If you do everything I tell you to as a matter of sensible policy, then you may remember Valerie Halla as the cartoonist of Goodbye to Halos, a gentle and queer fantasy webcomic that looked fresh to death, seemed like it wanted to go somewhere real exciting but didn’t quite know the way yet, and eventually ran aground and wiped out. (By the way, a halted-unfinished webcomic is never a true failure, in my book. It was always worth sharing that thing shouting from your heart, and for us it was always worth watching. Every wipeout expands the possibility space and teaches us something new to want.) You might also be aware that she was the colorist on the last 1/4 or so of Octopus Pie, speaking of looking fresh to death.

This is not a comic; it’s the “pilot episode” of a horny urban fantasy illustrated prose serial. But formally speaking, it does a couple real interesting things that draw from the modern English-language strain of “visual novel” video games, which in turn are heavily influenced by the formal/narrative tendencies of 00’s–10’s webcomics. So it’s not a hard break, if you get me.

Ok, listen: it feels a little risky to push this on even my treasured gayer-than-baseline readership. It is ever so slightly closer to the furry lane of the freeway than most people vibe with, and it’s not porn but it is kinda rowdy and rude. But I formally recommend that every one of you take a chance on it anyway, because!

ITEM 1: It’s plain fucking good!! It’s witty and sly and cute, the characters are fun as hell, the prose is a delight, and I love the illustrations.

ITEM 2: It’s formally interesting! Give that sound-cue feature a try, see what it does to the scrolling-fiction experience and see what it makes you feel. IMO it’s part of a unified whole with the distracted and evasive narrative voice, contributing to a particular ludo-mechanical reading experience that feels fresh and raw.

ITEM 3: In its own soft and oblique way, this might actually be the most inherently and irreducibly transgender thing I’ve ever read, and IMO that is good and urgent and intensely exciting all on its own. The central themes of “monstrosity” and self-answering questions are incredibly potent, and the whole thing is suffused with the joy of expanding possibilities and the removal of constraints. I trust you to already know why someone might be desperately thirsty for that in this present historical moment; I'd like to suggest that maybe you'd benefit from it too, even if you weren't actively looking for it prior to reading this.

Sarah Webb — Kochab (comics, re-read)

Feb 10, 2025

(readable online! Or, grab the book.)

Previously reviewed, this is a standalone (web-serialized) graphic novel about a free-spirited village girl and an immortal ifrit imprisoned by her own memories (girl-by-force-of-will) who tentatively fall in love while traversing the wreckage of a dead arcology-palace in the arctic.

This re-read was via the beautiful Hiveworks paperback edition that kickstarted a while back. The story benefits greatly from the collected format; I remembered it feeling a bit circular and oblique during the middle, but it turns out that was just the serialization delay, and everything feels clear and speedy without it.

Anyway, I love this comic.

roadrunnertwice: Rebecca on treadmill. (Text: "She's a ROCKET SCIENTIST from the SOUTH POLE with FIFTY EXES?") (Rocket scientist (Bitter Girl))

Bonus Level: A Hand With Many Fingers

July 6, 2024

A short and satisfying card-catalogue-em-up about a real-world CIA conspiracy. Only takes a couple hours to play. I think the gameplay is fundamentally the same concept as Her Story, except walking around to fetch print fragments from file boxes instead of driving a search box to find video fragments in a computer.

Meredeth Gran — Octopus Pie Eternal (comics)

July 15

Read it online

A SECOND unexpected Octopus Pie epilogue, also dropped all in one go!!! God, we’re too lucky. Anyway, this was funny, touching, and at times hair-raising. Outlandishly good shit.

Rosemary Valero-O’Connell — Don’t Go Without Me (comics)

Aug. 2

If you can obtain this book, do so. Three short stories with exquisite pacing, expressive environment design, precise character work, and prophetic narrative voice.

Every once in a while there’s a book where you put it down and just say: “Damn! Comics!!!!!”

(The middle story in this collection, “What is Left,” was previously published as a standalone, which I might have previously reviewed.)

Martha Wells — System Collapse (Murderbot 7) (re-read))

July 23

This is still good, but I reviewed it just recently.

Bonus Level: Sylvie RPG: 7 Elf Apocalypse

Aug 3

First thing I said when I heard about this game was “wow, I bet I’m gonna learn a bunch of new shit about the theory of bump combat.” Reader, my gift of prophesy remains unmatched. Also I think I'm a Sylvie fan now.

Play this! It's free and fun and interesting. And kind of hard. And extremely silly.

Anyway, the thing about "bump combat" is that it requires some form of asymmetry. Early Ys did wonky things with hitbox centering that I found more intriguing than satisfying. Sylvie cracked the code more thoroughly: only the player deals mêlée damage on contact, and enemies use telegraphed projectiles instead. This works great! It doesn't serve the same goals as Ys had, because it actually clamps down on momentum quite a bit — instead of efficiently bulldozing, you're trying to dodge, parry, and riposte to protect your scarce HP. It really amplifies the flavor of being the one two-fisted meathead going up against a world of ethereal elves and fairies!

The cramped arenas and the asymmetric threats make maneuvers very challenging, but the resulting combat feels very fair and highly tuned. Bonus points for a highly abstract but very clever and effective "active defense" mechanic.

Bonus Level: 13 Sentinels (re-play)

July 28

DAMN this game is still so good. I was sick with covid and wanted to just re-experience something nice (ideally on Switch so I had the option to play horizontally on the couch lol), so I fired it up and blazed through it in four or five days.

Although the first-time experience of the story's twists and turns is unparalleled, I think it also really rewards a re-read! It was fun to look for early clues of things I knew were coming, and actually it still took a lot of mental work to establish the ordering and causation of certain events, even with all my pre-loaded context.

Also, you know that semi-endless sequence of postgame battle missions with the unfair difficulty level? Well, I played an amount of them that I am unwilling to admit to, and I'm here to report that it eventually hits a degenerate state. Remember how some kaiju units get "ceramic armor" that rejects all sub-300-HP hits, and it disables your best damage sources? Well, you can upgrade your G1s enough that their demolisher blade crosses that 300-per-hit mark (this happens earlier than you'd think, if you're taking their limiters off), and the game's basically solved. You just send two gorillas sprinting around the map with angle grinders, and have one or two other teens hang back at the terminal with a shield matrix and some area weapons for the riff-raff. Maybe if you get bored you can have Fuyusaka stick some guys in the microwave.

roadrunnertwice: Rodney the Second Grade T-Ball Jockey displays helpful infographics. (T-ball / Your Ass (Buttercup Festival))

I was looking back to check something, and it turns out I never posted a book census for the years of 2019 and 2020. It was a very distracting time! Anyway, what I actually want to post is a diagram charting the ups and downs over time, but I don't have time to make that at the moment, so I'm just gonna get the raw info up.

With this missing info filled in, the picture I already perceived becomes a bit clearer: the pace of my reading cratered in 2020 and has not yet recovered, although 2022 was an especially bad year and seems to have been an outlier.

2023

  • 18 fiction (15 by female authors, 3 by male authors)
    • 11 of these were re-reads
  • 3 nonfiction (1 by female authors, 2 by male authors)
  • 2 comics (1 by a male author, 1 by a mixed-gender team)
  • 8 games with significant stories

2020

  • 18 fiction (10 by female authors, 8 by male authors)
    • 13 re-reads
  • 3 nonfiction (all by male authors)
  • 3 (ish?) comics (all by female authors)
  • 8 games with significant stories

2019

  • 32 fiction (17 by female authors, 14 by male authors, 1 by non-binary authors)
    • 12 re-reads
  • 5 nonfiction (1 by female authors, 4 by male authors)
  • 10 comics (5 by female authors, 2 by male authors, 1 by non-binary authors, 2 by mixed-gender teams)
  • 2 games with significant stories
roadrunnertwice: Young Marcie Grosvenor from Finder, asleep in a ward drawn from Finder trails. (Wardings (Finder))

I've got a pile of reviews in the hopper from the past year or so, so I'm kind of shuffling the chronology to come up with nice "optimum handful of trail mix" posts. Anyway, here's a book I just finished plus a few things from last year.

Alaya Dawn Johnson — The Library of Broken Worlds

June 7, 2024

Holy shit this was good. I got it from the library after watching Ruth’s reactions to it in real time, and was not disappointed.

This book seems to be packaged as romantic YA SF. Don’t fucking believe it! Much in the spirit of the book’s own themes and preoccupations, that is a kernel of truth fueling a massive misdirection. This is psychedelic SF of the highest intellectual potency. Ruth said it reminded her of a mix of the Locked Tomb books and the good parts of Garth Nix’s Lirael. I’d also compare it to Jeff Noon’s Virt, Slone Leong’s Prism Stalker, and maybe that last part of Kalpa Imperial where time finally collapses entirely and it turns into the Iliad but with everyone’s face replaced by tenth-generation photocopied glamor shots of early 20th century Hollywood stars.

It’s an exciting story with superb momentum, but it also demands some significant work to keep up with the action — you are expected to continually devise and test your own explanations for things that are deliberately left underexplained, which feels a bit like sprinting at 40mph to keep up with a car so you can carry on a conversation through the rolled-down window. I found it very rewarding!

...This one time, at a reading we attended, Kelly Link was asked to define the “young adult” “genre” within the artistic domain of genre traits (as opposed to the strictly commercial domain of market segmentation). Her answer was that a YA story absolutely must be about a person doing something (probably several things) for the first time. That’s pretty squiggly and porous, but I feel like it does actually get to the core of something useful. If you stand there and squint, then yeah, The Library of Broken Worlds' core thematic and emotional concerns absolutely situate it in YA. It's just that the reading experience is wildly perpendicular to what you'd expect if you went out looking for some YA to read. For a fun illustration of this, go check out the wave of confused and dismayed reviews on the book's Goodreads page.

Amaduyu Tatsuki, Mitsumi Misato, Wakaki Tamiki — 16-bit Sensation (comics)

Nov 24, 2023

A fun little fictionalized memoir about... makin' porno video games in 1990s Japan.

What I thought was most interesting about this was its focus on the texture of the period technology. Honestly I learned a lot about the pre-Windows Japanese PC ecosystem (like, the pc98 and friends), both from the text and from the bit of research I did after it piqued my curiosity.

Laurie J. Marks — Dancing Jack

July 18, 2023

An earlier work by the author of the Elemental Logic series. (1993, and only recently back (?) in print as an ebook.) I greatly enjoyed this.

You can see some of Elemental Logic’s preoccupations making themselves known ahead of time here: squirrelly and symbolic magics, the flash of insight as story-derailing superweapon, curses inflicted by an alliance of your enemies and your inner doubts, redemptions and second acts, bein’ generally just gay as hell.

There's a particular spell in the story woven around the titular dancing jack, and its nature is acknowledged but never explicitly identified. I had some kind of summary of it in my head soon after reading this, developed as I was backpacking, and I neglected to write it down. But I think it had something to do with cutting you free from the illusory obligations of sunk costs and self-image, or inflicting a knowledge of how wide a range of choices you actually still have. Nightmare-tier power level tbh. Just imagine.

Bonus Level: Sea of Stars

Oct. something, 2023

I loved the traversal and combat and aesthetics in this game, but the story and character writing left me cold. The heroes were just too abstract, you know? I played both demos and had high hopes, because in that short format they gave off a vibe of two people who've known each other for a really long time and who get along really well and support each other, and I feel like that's a dynamic that's underexplored in RPGs. But they didn't turn out to have a whole lot in the way of preferences or inner life, alas. Same for most of the rest of the cast.

Well: okay, actually there's one bit of character writing I really liked —

(END GAME SPOILERS AHEAD.)

Read more... )

roadrunnertwice: Ryoga from Ranma 1/2. Image text: "*Now* where the hell am I?" (Lost (Ryoga))

Hey whoa damn, I kind of forgot how to do a bookpost. But, let's do a bookpost.

Tamsyn Muir — Gideon the Ninth and Harrow the Ninth (re-reads)

Jan ?? and Jan 30

These are definitely written to be re-read, and I had a great time re-reading them.

Tamsyn Muir — Nona the Ninth

Feb 19

This series! Oh my god!! I love it. Grim, grisly, joyous, delightful, and sad.

A review which I lost the link to, from right around the time this came out, asserted that this series captures something crucial about how it feels to be alive right now. I agree.

Much like Harrow, Nona continues the story while overturning prior expectations around format and vibe. Much of the surviving cast of the last episode are present, but the POV character wasn't present for any of that, so there's a lot of decoding to be done about who's actually whom and what in the world happened to put them in their present condition. Great fun, IMO.

Somewhere around the third or fourth maddeningly tantalizing apocalypse dream/flashback episode, I decided that it's my book now and I can do as I please with it, and scanned forward to read all of the flashbacks in a row before reading another word of the main plot. I regret nothing.

Joe Sparrow — Cuckoo (comics)

Mar 28

I liked this a lot; it's suffused with a menacing dreamlike feeling that I was extremely down with. You'll probably guess where it's going immediately just based on the title, but it's more about the feeling of that gradual realization that you've gotten something fundamental wrong about your whole reality.

Well, and about Joe Sparrow's psychedelic bendy-limbed cartooning, which I adore.

Mara Bos — Rust Atomics and Locks: Low-Level Concurrency in Practice

Apr 5

Readable online.

This was a fantastic and informative read! Uh, if you're into that sort of thing!! That reminds me, I still need to buy a copy and bill it to my education budget at work.

Although Rust is center-stage in this (the author recently overhauled the implementation of a bunch of Rust's built-in concurrency primitives), much of the material about how low-level concurrency and memory ordering operations work are applicable in many languages. Notably, Rust pretty much shoplifted the entire C++ memory model, so that language's concerns are going to be almost identical.

Some months prior, I had run into some question about... I can't really even remember what, but atomic memory orderings came up and someone was like "pretty much the only intelligible explanation of this is this ~3hr Herb Sutter conference talk from 2012". I think maybe this book is the new default go-to for such questions.

Bonus Level: Sylvie Lime

Apr 16

Game is free on itch.io

Hey by the way, why in the world am I still prefixing video game reviews with "bonus level:" in my book posts? I was about to Stop Doing That because it stopped being funny like six years ago, but I felt a sudden pang of sadness in my heart. I guess it gets to stay?????

Anyway, this game is berserk and I loved it. I guess it's a metroidvania platformer. When you first fire it up, it feels like it's a joke about a game that is Badly Unwell; like the movement physics feel seriously heinous if you've touched any other video game recently, and a bunch of walls and floors seem to be having a problem with existence and have gone on strike.

Before I fired this up, I happened to read this review by Andi McClure, which was definitely instrumental in convincing me to stick it out. You can read that review too, I pretty much just agree with it in toto.

What I'll add is that the tools and items in this game are absolutely galaxy-brain, and you should really play this if you're interested in tool-centered level design at all. I'm sure any pro wrestling enthusiast could have told me this, but the folding chair is mind-bendingly powerful, and the tiny house shocked me to the core.

Also, I played on keyboard, and the control scheme meta-game is incredibly real. Actually I played on dvorak keyboard, which I'm assuming isn't notably harder or easier but I haven't done the comparative analysis. But anyway, if I remember right, every letter A through M (?) is reserved for activating some specific tool, every other letter transforms you into a lime, and space (and maybe one other key?) is jump. So your right hand stays on the arrow keys, and depending on what you're trying to navigate and how you've decided to approach it, you end up developing a repertoire of strange left-hand grips to keep jump/lime/some-tool/some-other-tool accessible by twitch reflex.

Bonus Level: GitCL: Fate of Another World DLC

May 6

An epilogue episode of Christine Love's Get in the Car, Loser, the antifascist road trip RPG with a twitch-reflex cooldown-juggling battle system.

Love has stated that she planned a trilogy of DLCs with the scheme of "comedy, tragedy, romance," and this one is the tragedy.

I liked this a lot! The first DLC was ok; it had one cool boss fight, a few strange battle items (which apparently break the entire game in a speedrun), and like two and a half really funny jokes, but it's entirely nonessential. This one is essential, if you liked the base game. It expands the world and its history, it expands the battle mechanics, it provides an ending for one of your core party members, and, thematically speaking, it left me with A Lot to Mull Over.

roadrunnertwice: Scott fends off Matthew Patel's attack. (Reversal! (Scott Pilgrim))

Right, here goes: the last didread post of 2022!

Bonus Level: Chicory

Oct 2

This cozy nonviolent Zelda-alike about cartoon animals with food names went WAY harder than I expected it to. It’s actually a fairly raw meditation on fame, societal expectations, self-expectations, the myth of the artist vs. the messy reality of the creative drive, professional jealousy and mentors who violate trust, early hyper-specialization and how it corrodes your sense of self into a brittle crust, and some other Real Live Shit.

Man, also, the (optional, and basically nonjudgmental) artistic challenges in this game kinda pushed me out of my comfort zone. Drawing is already hard and soul-bruising, and the primitive controls they give you to work with would preclude doing a “nice” job even if you draw a lot better than me! Good emotional strength-training. 😅

Anyway, this was a good game and a cool experience.

Tim Probert — Lightfall, Book One: The Girl and the Galudrian (comics)

Oct 4

A remarkably good kids’ fantasy adventure comic, in a very post-Amulet vein. The storytelling is solid, and the cartooning is really top-notch. Excellent uses of space and size to control time and intensity, and some really flexible, engaging, and expressive character work.

I got this for my nephew’s bday and read the whole thing before gift-wrapping it.

Bonus Level: Noise1

Dec. ?

(itch.io store page)

A weird experimental terminal-based stealth game, about two lovers trying to escape a nightmarish human(?) experimentation facility.

This was a nice concise experience (three or four half-hour sittings, maybe), and really cool from a design perspective. I'm honestly amazed at how well the core tenets of stealth action translated to a command-line interface.

Bonus Level: ZeroRanger

Dec. 21

This game is amazing! I was NOT expecting to get obsessed with an old-school vertically-scrolling shmup this year, but wow.

It's a labor of love from a tiny dev team, and it exudes an amazing amount of polish; the look, sound, and feel of it are all top-notch. And it's got a surprising amount of story and mystery to it! Even though it's structured like a stateless arcade game, there's a bunch of events, surprises, and changes that you only see once on a given save file.

It's hard but satisfying and fair. I played through to the true ending, and then got all the achievements in the shorter White Vanilla mode. Supposedly there's a third game mode under development, so once that drops I'll probably reset my save file and try and get good again.

Bonus Level: Ys I & II

Dec 28

These classic action RPGs are a matched set; act I ends on a cliffhanger and act II closes out the story. They've been remastered and re-released uncountable times, and I remember back in my video game message board days there were a couple people who considered the TurboCD version an underrated masterpiece. I'd never played em until now.

They're decent! I wouldn't recommend them to everyone; they hew to another era's measure of what's fair play, so it's easy to miss critical items, get pointlessly lost or stuck, or just find yourself underleveled for a boss with no recourse but to grind. They also seem to be a weird offshoot from the main trunk of action RPG evolution; there are some odd ideas in here that still feel new just because no one else went that way, and some of them work better than others. But I enjoyed them more than enough to finish them! I'd recommend them if you're a curious student of the action RPG form, or if you just want to play a cool old game and are fine with hitting a FAQ when you get stuck. The story is spare but perfectly serviceable, the atmosphere is cool, the pixel art in the current crop of remasters (vintage 2005) is lovely, and the mechanical oddities are genuinely really interesting.

The oddest bit of these games is the "bump system" combat, where instead of pressing a button to attack you just ram into the enemy. The hit resolution is asymmetric: if you hit the enemy square-on, you get hurt or trade damage, but if you hit them off-center, you're safe. I've never seen anything like this, and it's a really interesting and elegant idea! Much more fun than it seems at first. It's basically optimizing for keeping your momentum high while fighting a LOT of mooks with simple AI out in the field, and it does a really good job at that. I think Lilah was telling me a couple years back that CrossCode was one of the only games she'd seen that really seemed to have learnt about movement from Ys, and now I sort of see what she meant — it's totally about that sense of momentum in the field.

Unfortunately, its utility does NOT translate to large boss fights in enclosed rooms, and Ys I had some of the most boneheadedly frustrating boss fights I've ever met. In Ys II, the developers seem to have made the same diagnosis, because they give you some aimed fire magic that's rarely necessary out in the field and make almost all the bosses vulnerable to that and only that. This is a major improvement, but makes it so the bosses are effectively a different game than the field combat.

roadrunnertwice: Yrs truly and a little black cat. (Me - w/ Frankie)

Got a handful of reviews sitting in the bin, so let's do a bookpost!

Seven game/comic/book reviews )

roadrunnertwice: Sigourney Weaver with a trucker 'stache. (Sigourney Weaver with a trucker 'stache)

There's nothing else interesting happening today, so let's post some book and game reviews! 😅

Several reviews, cut for length )

(* Well, first post of books I read in 2021. I posted some 2020 reviews back in March.)

roadrunnertwice: Young Marcie Grosvenor from Finder, asleep in a ward drawn from Finder trails. (Wardings (Finder))

Well: here's a bookpost. There's still some stuff from 2019 in the queue, because what even IS time, anyway.

Laurie J. Marks — The Elemental Logic series — Fire Logic (re-read), Earth Logic (re-read), Water Logic (re-read), Air Logic

July 4, July 7, July 26, Aug 1, 2019

It's about time to give up on writing the review these books deserve and just post a short one: This is one of my favorite fantasy series of all time, right up there with the Broken Earth trilogy. It is unique and powerful and delightful, and does things that only fantasy could do but which no other series I know of has dared to. Fire Logic is a peerless opening statement, and Air Logic does the impossible and sticks the landing.

A fragment from the review I ultimately didn't manage to write:

The elemental magics of this setting aren't what you'd expect from prior genre experience, and fire magic is a power of intuitions and connections. In the opening sections of Fire Logic, the nature of fire logic is obscure, verging on plausibly deniable. But by the halfway point, it comes into blazing focus: fire mages can short-circuit cause and effect, break free of history, erase the entire plot of the story to come, leaving the future a blank slate where anything could happen.

You should probably read these.

Richard Morgan — Altered Carbon

Sept. 4, 2019

Trivia: I think Ben Heifitz recommended this to me like almost 20 years ago. What is time. More recently I guess there was a TV show, which B (among others) has spoken highly of; anyway, I grabbed it for vacation reading when I was off in Vermont with my fam.

This was a solid-ass O.G. hardboiled!? I was not expecting that's what it would be, but I DID happen to be in the exact right mood for that, so fuck yeah. I gladly accept this delayed serendipity.

I'll totally read some more books in this series the next time that urge grabs me.

A. Lee Martinez — The Last Adventure of Constance Verity

Nov. 26, 2019

For the first like 3/4 of this book, I couldn't decide whether I thought it was good or bad!

Well: it's decent enough; I didn't love it, but I liked it. What I do maybe love is the amount of stylistic risk-taking going on here. I think the first several acts of this book function as a parody of a bad parody of a thing, which is kind of a dangerous level of meta to attempt and which I didn't initially trust Martinez to pull off. (Only other time I ever saw that in play at novel-scale was In the Night Room, which IMO fell flat on its face.) But I think it ultimately worked!

(Am I overthinking this? Was this actually just supposed to be a fun silly romp? Dude, absolutely.)

Hiromu Arakawa — Silver Spoon, vols. 5 through 12

Jan 2 through Feb 8, 2020

I think the final volumes of this are probably out now, but I can't get them from the library yet because things are still kinda shut down for covid.

Anyway, I still like this comic a lot. In the later volumes it's kind of accelerating, skiping large chunks of time and lowering the resolution of detail; for example, I really like the new underclassman on the equestrian club, but I can't remember if they ever actually mention her name.

Mariko Tamaki and Rosemary Valero-O'Connell — Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me (comics)

June 16, 2020

This was so fucking solid. What a good-ass comic. Rosemary Valero-O'Connell is such an outrageously good cartoonist (UGH, these characters, these environments, these pages), and she syncs up so well with Tamaki's pacing.

This is the second Mariko Tamaki thing I've read, and both of them (this, and This One Summer) have kinda low-key been about the temptation to start becoming an awful person, about social situations that reward you for not being there for your people. Or at least that's been one of the major strands in the braid. This one leaned super-hard into that; intense enough that I ended up setting it aside for quite a while because I wasn't ready to deal with the mortification I knew was standing between my bookmark and the resolution. Yes, I know, it's Yrs Truly getting too stressed out by the gay romance comic for young teens, but I contend that this is some legitimately dark shit to contemplate at any length, and is tbh probably darker if you ARE in your 30s-plus and have had more time to re-evaluate and come to some tentative conclusions about whatever went down in your own teens and 20s.

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A friend recently started reading Stand Still Stay Silent on my rec, then blasted past me and finished the whole thing while I was still poking along. (I'm only in like chapter 6. Here are my thoughts on SSSS: 1. The prologue is fucking dead-on about the speed things happen at in a real live pandemic, can't even believe it was posted in 2013 rather than yesterday. 2. Sigrun is brave, caring, resourceful, and dumber than a box of fukkin rocks, I love her.)

Anyway, said friend then asked if I had other recs, so I threw this together, and now that I think about it, no reason not to post it for everyone else too. Some of these I've recced before, some I have not (or it's been a while). On some of these, I link to start pages instead of homepages to avoid spoilers or be more convenient.

(Casual reminder that eardogger dot com is a cool way to mark your spot. 🐶)

Some completed stuff

  • Bad Machinery - Top-quality mystery-solving preteens.
  • A Redtail's Dream - Same cartoonist as Stand Still Stay Silent; this is the comic she did before that. I haven't read it yet.
  • As the Crow Flies - (I think it's completed. I'm only partway through.) Tense awkwardness at a Christian summer camp for girls, and a tentative friendship between the only Black kid there and the only trans kid there.
  • The Chairs' Hiatus - Hella feelings after the breakup of a cult-popular rock duo. I liked this.
  • Decrypting Rita - Stylish, intentionally disorienting.
  • Mare Internum - Set on Mars, incredible ecology design and art, assume basically all content warnings due to protagonist's nightmarishly bad mental health.
  • Octopus Pie - Completed, but re-running several times a week with author commentary. Slice-of-life comedy/drama.

Some ongoing stuff

  • Brainchild - Slow-burn supernatural suspense.
  • Kochab - Quiet fantasy, gorgeous character/environment design and draftsmanship, some slow-burn romantic tension.
  • Incredible Doom - Same cartoonist as Chairs' Hiatus. Haven't read this yet but it looks cool.
  • Goodbye to Halos - Fantasy/action, extra-queer, with a low-key gentle worldview despite the occasionally traumatic state of its world.
  • Night Physics - I think this is on semi-permanent hiatus, but it's not exactly plot-driven so it shouldn't abandon you on a cliffhanger. Incredible atmosphere.
  • Barbarous - Modern/urban fantasy. One of my favorites right now.
  • Necropolis - Sword gals. Incredible art.
  • Oh Human Star - Protagonist is brought back from the dead into a near-future Minneapolis populated by a mix of humans and robots... and immediately has to confront all his old relationship issues and gender shit.
  • Dicebox - An all-time fave. This is even more SF than you think it is. Be prepared to work, and also be prepared to have an excellent time.
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Continuing to run down my list of stuff that isn’t Machineries of Empire or Elemental Logic, lol.

William Gibson — The Peripheral (re-read)

Dec. somethingth

I was in the mood for a soothing re-read, and also I'm super hyped about the next book in this setting coming out in January.

Hiromu Arakawa — Silver Spoon, vols. 1 and 2 (comics, re-read)

Dec. 20

Hey, this excellent manga finally has an official English release! It's about a burnt-out freshman from the city who is WAY out of his depth at a hardcore agricultural high school.

I previously read a fair way into this in scanlation, and on re-read I still like it quite a bit. Hachiken is such a disaster in the first couple volumes.

Hiromu Arakawa — Silver Spoon, vols. 3 and 4 (comics, re-read)

Jan 1

I feel like the cast's casual fat-joke cruelty to Tamako is rankling me a bit more on this re-read. But the way it's handled is kind of unusual! The author clearly considers Tamako a sympathetic, interesting, and active character, and also clearly doesn't consider her fatness any kind of problem... AND also dosen't cast any particular judgment on the boys for saying some callous nonsense about her. Not that I need an after-school special or anything, but usually an author's between-the-lines take isn't so ambiguous.

Anyway, IMO Tamako is great, but heads up if that kind of hands-off approach to fatphobia is a dealbreaker for you.

Susan C. Pinsky — Organizing Solutions for People With ADHD

Dec 19

By recommendation from [twitter.com profile] spacetwinks . I would also recommend this! I think Pinsky’s got a good eye for root causes of household things that are particularly hard for scattered attention, and has a flexible, pragmatic approach to working around those invariant root causes. (And, even more importantly, a sound framework for deciding a conventional solution is actually useless bullshit with no staying power.)

Here are some things I already arrived at independently, which this book validated:

  • The 'splode box. I have a medium-sized box worth of stuff that it makes no goddamn sense to ever "put away," because I'm going to put it right back on the next time I leave the house. (Backpack, purse, rain pants, gloves.) So I have an actual (durable, attractive) box for it next to the door. That stuff doesn't really act like clutter as long as I confine it to the 'splode box, and if the box does overflow, then I need to put something "away."
  • Predicting where you'll look for something beats remembering where you put it. (Even people with "normal" memory abilities really suck at that; IMO everyone would be better off just assuming it's impossible.)

Here are some things where either I was sometimes doing it without really understanding it, or I already had the right idea but could stand to apply it more decisively:

  • Store it where it's used.
  • "Worn but still wearable" clothes are actually just clean, so stop overthinking it and put them back in the drawer.
  • For things that participate in clutter, ease of putting away is more important than ease of retrieving.
  • Storage that takes more than one action for access might as well be a black hole. Opaque storage is also dangerous.

This book also kind of challenged me a bit about reducing the amount of stuff that's around! Like, there was a bit where she argued that you should run out of tupperware sometimes. Kind of still wrestling with that! In that way where I know she's right but I'm mad about it.

Mark Fisher — Capitalist Realism: Is There No Alternative?

Aug 9

I remember feeling that this was a bracing and illuminating read as I was reading it, but uhhhhh I’m having a hard time remembering what exactly it illuminated. I’d be down to read it again as a refresher, though; it was short and engaging.

Well, anyway, iirc the central thing the book circles around is a sort of shared delusion of inevitability that surrounds capitalism, which is propagated deliberately by some actors and inadvertently by others. The argument for that inevitability usually plays out in aesthetic subchannels, which is partly how it gets propagated by those who don’t think of themselves as agreeing with it. Or something like that!! It was some very slippery content.

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I haven't bookposted about most of what I've read during the second half of the year. This is because I read all of Elemental Logic and Machineries of Empire in July and August, and I'm mildly intimidated by the task of saying something interesting about them. They're both incredible series that meant a lot to me, so I don't want to just post a dumb one-liner! Well, I will if I have to, but for now I'll let those marinate a little longer, maybe plink away at them over the holiday break.

In the meantime, here's a small handful:

Yuko Ota and Ananth Hirsh (colors JN Wiedle & Rachel Cohen) — Barbarous, ch. 1 and 2 (comics)

Nov 10

This ongoing webcomic is once again updating (with chapter... 5? I think), and also they're running a Kickstarter to print ch. 3, so I went back and read through my print copies of ch. 1 and 2.

This comic is excellent and I highly recommend it. Chapter 1 is admittedly a little odd; I remember thinking a lot of the interpersonal drama seemed unreasonably bombastic, and that it kind of came out of nowhere. But re-reading it with knowledge of what comes later, I feel like the conflicts actually make sense and are correctly proportioned. Just gotta have faith!! And/or not be reading it at two pages per week.

Man, these print editions are some gorgeous books. They're these massively oversized perfect-bound things, but super skinny, a format that reminds me of some French comics. I don't really know how well these sell; the Kickstarters always blast through their number, but woof, they're certainly priced like there's zero economy of scale.

I'll be buying the whole series anyway, despite wincing at the price; the art just fuckin' sings at this size. But if you're not as devoted to these authors as I am, you might want to just read the webcomic and/or wait for the inevitable one-volume edition.

Vandana Singh — Ambiguity Machines and Other Stories

Sept. 6

This short story collection was excellent. I hardly know what to say about it. Whatever, you should totally read these. Here, try the title story.

TBH tho, I rarely know what to say about short stories in general. I realized while reading this that while my taste in shorts is extremely particular, I have a very difficult time expressing what it actually is:

  • Something to do with elegance, and economy of motion. Well, I mean, that one's obvious. But I don't mean just lapidary prose or whatever, it's more about choosing and cutting.
  • Something to do with the largeness of the story's idea and the openness or closure of its boundaries. I think maybe a truly good story almost has to be about something that's impossible to know, or has to fail to encompass some crucial part of its premise. Otherwise it's just a really short and boring novel.
  • Something to do with... well, I'm already kind of lost in the weeds here, no need to push it to three. The way that middle bullet point crashed and burned pretty much says it all.

Wow, what a singularly unsatisfying digression! 🌻

Martha Wells — Stories of the Raksura vol. 2: The Dead City and The Dark Earth Below

Oct 13

Speaking of short stories! So, I consider Wells to be a supremely novelistic writer (her small-scale structures are very simple, but she's a master of layering them to create magnificent large-scale structures), and tbh I think her short stories often aren't quite good. By my incalculable and inarticulable standards, cf. above! If I step aside from myself a bit, I think they're probably solid stories in the vein of the old SF and adventure magazines; it's just that I have no particular interest in that, and am looking for something entirely else whenever I wade into some shorts.

But, I generally enjoyed these anyway, because for the most part they're not precisely short stories; they're shrapnel and fragments flaking off a larger novelistic edifice that I'm already familiar with and invested in. The hypertext halo around a good novel. I don't think they stand alone very well, but they don't have to.

More evidence of that effect: The one non-Raksura story in here happens to be the second story I've read about that group of characters, and it retroactively improved that other story. I suspect she's got about a short novel worth of story for these people and it just hasn't really made sense to tie it together yet. A writer with a higher natural density level might be able to show that depth holographically; use subchannels and interference patterns to give the impression that you're reading book-sized people in a short. But Wells maybe needs more space, and sure enough, once she doubles these characters' page-time and gives them a wider variety of situations to deal with, they start to round out a bit.

Still though, the best one of this bunch is the longest one, "The Dead Earth Below." Which is unsurprising, since Wells is very good at novella scales, cf. Murderbot.

roadrunnertwice: Yrs truly and a little black cat. (Me - w/ Frankie)

I've still got a pretty big bookpost backlog from this year, so let's plink away at it a bit more.

B. Zedan — Before Dungeons, Dragons & Dives: Reives

May 17

$1+ ebook on Gumroad.

My bud’s been playing what sounds like an excellent cooking-themed D&D game, and wrote some cool shorts about their character’s backstory. (They are a kea-kenku rogue, which always reminds me of the fuck the police keas.)

I liked this.

J. Kathleen Cheney — Dreaming Death

May 14

This is shaped like a police procedural, but with psychic powers and ancient technology and soulbonds and stuff strewn around all over the place. Solid and competent and enjoyable; I had a good time with this.

It's also low-key extremely weird on a structural level, much of which has to do with the wild-ass setting. What it feels like is, maybe the author spent a shitload of time on a big technofantasy epic in this setting — fate-of-the-world and lost civilizations and all that — and then she decided that it was unfinishable or would never be as interesting as it was in her head, so she recouped some of her investment by writing a completely opposite type of story in that setting and reusing maybe one and a half characters. And not only that, but the characters themselves all have a solid scrapped novel worth of backstory behind them, and it’s distinct from the scrapped epic that spawned the setting.

I think this was a Martha Wells recommendation, which makes perfect sense.

Graydon Saunders — Under One Banner (re-read)

Aug 7

I've been doing a lot of re-reading this year, and I highly recommend it. Nothing new to really say about this one.

Carolyn Nowak — Girl Town (comics, compilation)

Aug 19

This collects several of Nowak's existing short comics, and adds a few new ones. I previously reviewed Diana's Electric Tongue, and it's still probably my favorite in this collection, but all of these comics are excellent. I read them one-by-one in different sittings, and they all left me in a sort of contemplative, pleasantly off-balance mood.

Strong recommend, especially if you're down for a Kelly Link sort of vibe.

Ann Leckie — The Raven Tower (re-read)

Sept. 3

God this book is still so good.

John Vonhof — Fixing Your Feet

Skimmed, somewhere in the second half of August

We went backpacking with our friend Melissa a few months ago, and she said this book was really useful in recovering from the foot injury that ejected her from the trail in California and in avoiding further hurts.

The library had it in their free online reader, so I gave it a skim. I don't think I'd recommend reading it all the way through, but I did glean some interesting info from it, especially the argument against letting calluses build up and the accumulated shear forces theory of blister prevention. A combination of filing off thick calluses and using vaseline to reduce friction in the sock has already improved my life on long runs, so skimming that PDF was definitely time well spent.

Sarah Webb — Kochab, ch. 0-3 (webcomic)

Sept. 30

Ongoing at http://kochab-comic.com/

This is excellent! Slow and gentle and atmospheric, with gorgeous lush art. (It's on hiatus while the author builds up a backlog, but it sounds like she basically has the final three chapters thumbnailed, so it's not like someone's unfinishable started-it-at-age-19 epic or anything.)

It's about a girl from a snowy village and a lonely ifrit she meets while trying to traverse a ruined palace/arcology that's blocking her route home. The ifrit might have some memory issues, and it's not clear why she's been asleep for (probably) centuries. There's some slow-burn romantic tension going on. I feel like a lot of you'd be into this.

I wish I could remember who recced this, but at any rate it was in my file of "cool-looking webcomics that I want to get to someday but probably won't." And then I built a thing that makes it easier to get around to reading all those, and this was one of the first payoffs.

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Gengoroh Tagame — My Brother’s Husband vol. 1 (comics)

Apr 22

This was decent and I enjoyed it (although this first volume ends in a really odd and arbitrary spot). Yaichi’s confusion about why he and his brother drifted apart feels super uncomfortable and real. When I’ve drifted away from people I cared about, it has sort of that texture; not a big clear break, but a sort of smoky forgetting.

I'm real curious about the intended audience, all up and down the chain. Like who was Tagame writing it for, who was his editor and Japanese publisher hoping to sell it to, who is the English translation aimed at, etc. Because the level of sophistication kind of veers all over the place! There's all this incredibly basic stuff strewn around throughout, like the dramatic realization that there's no "wife" in a gay marriage, but the art marks it as being for a gay male audience,* who I don’t think need the remedial material. And then there’s the jacket blurbs?!

I know this was a bit of a departure for Tagame. I wonder if it was a bit of a departure for the Japanese literary comics publishing market, too. I wonder how much mid-stream editorial input there was.

Well, I wonder a lot of things, it’s kind of my whole deal. That's all mostly beside the point; this is a pretty good comic.

* Yaichi is the most implausibly jacked work-from-home sad-sack dad I’ve ever seen in fiction. I’m not complaining, I’m just saying.

N.K. Jemisin — The Killing Moon

May 9

Once upon a time I bounced off this, but on a second attempt I liked it quite a lot. This is half of a duology, and it looks like it’s a two-book-shaped-books series, because this one came to a pretty comprehensive end. TBH I'm not sure where it goes from here! Guess I'll find out.

What this reminds me of most isn’t Jemisin’s other work, but Kate Elliot’s Spirit Gate, which was another series-starter I bounced off of years ago and have been meaning to revisit. They’re both doing this sort of hyper-intellectual system-model mode of high fantasy, where they set up this society that seems just way too balanced and static to be plausible, then reveal the instability at the core so we can watch what the engine does when you drop a handful of pop-rocks in the tank. A top-down highly-plotted approach that’s sort of the antithesis of the rambling character-driven fat fantasy mode (e.g. Song of Ice and Fire); it can yield very satisfying outcomes, but it can sometimes feel a little sterile, especially at the start.

In both cases, I think I initially bounced off because 1: I couldn’t quite believe in their initial steady state, and 2: the system-driven plot was making me worry that the characters were going to be bullshit. When I started this again, I immediately saw why I'd bounced; chapter one asks you to stipulate that people in this country are generally happy to be visited by a euthanasia incubus, way before showing any of the material benefits of having euthanasia incubii around, and the next few chapters mostly avoid that whole question in favor of quadrupling the cast and introducing like four more plot threads.

Anyway, I pushed through that this time, and I’m glad I did. The characters filled in a bit — they're still kind of flat if you compare them to the Broken Earth or Inheritance trilogies, and you can kind of tell that she wrote this before either of those, but they were perfectly serviceable. The texture of the world is real good; a variety of sorta-related but very distinct cultures and nations in long-term low-key conflict, and a cool and very detailed ancient Africa setting (it's Egypt, I gather, but not the Egypt you generally see around in fantasy; very B-side, brings in a lot of... I think ancient southern Nile geography and culture? NOT AN EXPERT HERE).

So yeah, it's very systematic, and it's somewhat more interested in the plot and the world than it is in the characters, but if you're in a good headspace for that, this is pretty great.

Sarah Pinsker — “And Then There Were n-1” (long-ish short story)

May 16

Available online, and it looks like it's also part of this recent collection.

A murder mystery where all the characters are alternate-universe versions of the same person. Hilariously, because of the way Instapaper displayed this and because I wasn't already familiar with Pinsker, I didn't realize until the end that said person was literally the author.

Anyway, I liked this quite a bit. I later read another of her stories, and I liked that too.

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I’m posting this from mobile just to revel in the entry page not being blown-out and zoomy anymore, yayyyyy. Maybe more about that later. For now:

Molly Knox Ostertag — The Witch Boy (comics)

Feb 19

Whoa, this was superb! Excellent and very expressive art, tight plotting, solid dialogue, A+.

It also had a keenly observant eye for a certain distinctive type of Thing one gets as an AMAB kid who just finds Girl Stuff better and more interesting than the masculine nonsense people keep demanding. Particularly the variants that crop up in otherwise benign and supportive environments, and particularly the sub-variants that crop up in otherwise feminist spaces.

Anyway, this impressed me on a bunch of levels.

Molly Knox Ostertag — The Hidden Witch (comics)

Mar 24

But this one was uneven.

Stuff I loved:

  • Aster and Charlie’s friendship. What a good set of buds.
  • The way Ariel didn’t see any conflict between sending A SPECTRAL MANIFESTATION OF MISCHIEF after someone and honestly courting them as a friend. That was so 100% real. Kids are the worst!
  • Even though they’ve collectively agreed to teach him, the teachers don’t all suddenly fully accept Aster now, and a couple of them still kind of act like shitty kids to him. Also super real!!
  • Sedge being fuckin traumatized about getting mutated and not wanting to shapeshift, and not feeling comfortable about going to anyone except Aster about it. That was... maybe let’s call it “faster than real,” but it worked.

Stuff I was not ok with:

  • MIKASI.

Conveniently disposing of Mikasi via heroic self-sacrifice was lazy and dishonest, and it undermined so much of what was good about this book and the first one. The established mechanics of how magic works in this setting didn’t demand it. And it dropped what could have been a nuanced consideration of how to move forward from a history of loneliness, and from a justified rage that’s permanently entangled with the unjustifiable wrongs you’ve committed, in favor of a kinda shitty can’t-fix-what’s-broken purity/contamination frame!

And that resolution was also wicked unfair to Ariel! It reduced her shadow to something foreign to be destroyed instead of actions she had to own up to and surpass, and like... ugh, imagine if A Wizard of Earthsea had ended with one of Ged’s friends sacrificing himself to kill the shadow Ged summoned. LIKE THAT.

Mikasi should have stayed a problem indefinitely, trying to be a person instead of a monster and succeeding more and more of the time but not all the time. He should have gotten to teach Aster something that would challenge his self-image and force him to grow beyond himself. The other witches should have had to find their own ways to co-exist with him on the compound. Hell, it even would have been better if he’d sacrificed himself and it didn’t work and they had to try something else. Without Mikasi, Aster’s story is a coin with only one side.

Obviously I wouldn’t be this disappointed in the book if it wasn’t already good enough to get me really invested, but I kind of wish I’d had to return this to the library only 2/3 read, it whiffed the landing that hard.

Silvia Moreno-Garcia — Prime Meridian

March 17

I can’t decide whether this was good or not. I do know I didn’t like it.

I found Amelia pretty repellent. Some of that was the good kind of repellent, that “oops, guess that’s a familiar impulse” feel — the passivity and self-loathing and resentment in the face of just being completely economically screwed and socially disrespected, that all felt super real and relatable. But man, she doesn’t enjoy anything! (Like I don’t think she ever even gets entertained during this story, and entertainment is the most minimal possible form of pleasure.) Even if a character spends their whole story miserable, their likes and dislikes are part of who they are, and if half of that is just completely absent, there's not enough person left for me to identify with. Even Amelia's moment of triumph where she gets to go fulfill her lifelong ambition feels like a grim forced march.

I don't think her characterization was unrealistic. Like, I've met people whose humanity has been shaved down like that, and a lot of what the story is about is how the gig economy and accelerating inequality seem to be optimizing the process of alienation and grinding people down to resentful nubs. But I can't love a book that spends its whole length just staring at the result and not blinking.

Bonus Level: Beglitched

Jan ??

This was by the same developer who did Fortune 499 (and the same pixel artist, too), and I really appreciate their approach to looking askew at some familiar mechanic and then really going deep on all the implications and variations that follow from that initial minor change. I've enjoyed both of their games I’ve played, and I’ll have an eye out for new ones.

The combat in this gonzo (and very pink) hacking game was a satisfyingly cracked take on the ol match-3 routine — you’re sort of playing Bejeweled, but only as a means to get objects into position to whomp someone who’s physically hiding behind the game board. The interface was a little cramped on an iPhone SE, but still totally playable. The difficulty curve is a little uneven at times; there was even a joking aside in Fortune 499 about the difficulty spike at Catnet, but on later consideration I felt like Catnet’s toughness was good characterization for Chewie. (Frustrating if it’s a brick wall for you, tho.)

The story was pretty spare, but I kept mulling it over for longer than I thought I would. That core thing about mistaking a superficial shared interest for a deeper personal connection... I haven't been burned as hard by that as the Glitch Witch was, but that sensation is relatable.

Stay dry, Fish Sticker.

William Gibson — Zero History (re-read)

Mar 4

I was in the mood for a soothing re-read. Hold the corprophagia.

Grayson Saunders — The March North and A Succession of Bad Days (re-reads)

Mar 17

I was in the mood for some soothing re-reads.

Graydon Saunders — Safely You Deliver (re-read)

Apr 17

Eventually decided I couldn’t just re-read half of the homeschool kids duology.

Martha Wells — The Murderbot Diaries, vols. 1-4 (re-reads)

May 1-5, read in the wrong order (2,3,1,4)

These are still great! I don't remember why I was initially only going to re-read the second one, but I got sucked in again and just rolled with it.

roadrunnertwice: Young Marcie Grosvenor from Finder, asleep in a ward drawn from Finder trails. (Wardings (Finder))

Oops, looks like maybe I haven't posted any of the books I've read this year? Well, here's a batch:

Italo Calvino — If on a Winter’s Night a Traveler

Jan 1

Equal parts exhilarating and frustrating.

I thought the framing story's main romance plot was obnoxious, and a couple of the later first chapter fragments were too choked with Dudely Bullshit to actually enjoy. But wow, the first five or so fragments created such an enchanting effect! That stylistic mimicry must have been tough as shit to do, and the framing device of translation and mistranslation and forgery made my brain fizz, at least until the answers to the mysteries started shaking out.

All told, I think I class this with Cloud Atlas, where I admire it for its technical accomplishments but don't really think it has a lot to say or find it rewarding as a whole. The first half is totally worth a read, but I endorse bailing whenever you feel done.

Kohei Horikoshi — My Hero Academia vols. 8-16 (comics)

Jan 9-10 (vols 8-12), Jan 18 (vols 13-15), Jan 30 (vol 16)

Well, I blazed through the rest of what's available in English at the library, and now I'm probably done with it for a while — a volume goes down so fast that reading them as they come out is kind of a drag.

Anyway, this brought me up to the point where the large-scale outline of the story has finally emerged. And I think I'm still sort of invested, but,

  1. There's a sort of fatigue that tends to set in on a long series right around this point, where the real plot finally comes into view and then another episodic complication kicks in and it takes forever for the plot to actually move forward again, and that's often where I fall off a series, so we'll see.
  2. The one transgender character so far (a villain) met an ignominious end right around the time I paused, and I'm annoyed about how that shook out.
  3. I'm not really enjoying anything about that one blood-themed schoolgirl-sexy shapeshifter villain, and at pause point it looked like she's who the author is most interested in right now, bleh.

Whatever, we'll see! I did enjoy what we got to see of All For One, he was a very impressive Fucker.

Rory Frances and Jae Bearhat — Little Teeth (comics)

Jan 17

Episodic and meandering, but delightful. A series of interwoven vignettes about a group of young queer folks having drama and getting by.

Catherynne M. Valente — Space Opera

Feb 19

IMO the crucial bit about correctly doing a Douglas Adams riff isn't the prose styling or genre trappings; it's all about joking around on the outside while being really pretty desperately torn up about something quite important and incredibly sad.

I enjoyed this.

Maria Capelle Frantz — The Chancellor and the Citadel (comics)

Feb 19

This was really strange and really compelling. It feels like something I dreamed, and I look forward to re-reading it in probably a similar daze.

Ann Leckie — The Raven Tower

Feb 27

This book rules. Also, I find it low-key hilarious that Leckie’s god characters are way more traditionally AI-like than her AI characters. The narrator was great, and I loved the little bits that helped cement their oddness and the oddness of their place in the world, like the repetitions of “Here is a story I heard.” I really liked The Myriad, too. (Would I trade a reasonable sacrifice of blood every year for total immunity from mosquitoes? INSTANTLY.)

Anyway, this was a delicious layer cake of revenge stories — a satisfyingly bloody Hamlet riff on top of... I guess Reverse Cask of Amontillado?

Lots to love about the setting, too. Man!

I hope things turned out ok for the hero and his girlfriend. What a wild run of wrong-place-wrong-time, god damn.

roadrunnertwice: Rodney the Second Grade T-Ball Jockey displays helpful infographics. (T-ball / Your Ass (Buttercup Festival))

Welp, that's all of my 2018 reviews in the bag, so as is customary, here's the brief and reductionist reading material gender census for the year:

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  • 19 books by women
  • 19 books by men
  • 2 books whose authors are either non-binary, or are trans in an idiosyncratic way that overlaps enough with non-binary that they didn't obviously belong in one or the other of the binary lists.

Comics

  • 14 comics by women
  • 17 comics by men
  • 8 comics by multi-gender teams