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Sep. 29th, 2006 12:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
PNH says, in the comments at Sisyphus Shrugged,
Maybe I'm not done yet. I'm not, you know, gone. Be a real shame to get there at 24. But you know what? I hurt. I can't fucking take much more of this. I'm heartsick and astounded and I'm not convinced it's possible to win anymore.
Gimme a day or two to rest, here at the end of my rope. Maybe I just need to charge my hope batteries. Maybe this wasn't the big one. Who knows. But for now, I can't see nothing but blackness, so I'm just gonna close my eyes for a while.
You know, people run out of steam, out of hope, out of time. We're finite. This latest round of political theater was designed to damage us, to leave us hurting and sick. Guess what. It works. Hurting people works.
Maybe I'm not done yet. I'm not, you know, gone. Be a real shame to get there at 24. But you know what? I hurt. I can't fucking take much more of this. I'm heartsick and astounded and I'm not convinced it's possible to win anymore.
Gimme a day or two to rest, here at the end of my rope. Maybe I just need to charge my hope batteries. Maybe this wasn't the big one. Who knows. But for now, I can't see nothing but blackness, so I'm just gonna close my eyes for a while.
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Date: 2006-09-29 06:06 pm (UTC)If you require hope to function, then perhaps those facts will you give you some, grim though it may be. I choose to lead a hope-free existence, so for me, this is simply one more problem that needs solving.
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c)It really is too bad that being shrunk down to icon size obscures the rose in Fuyutsuki's teeth.