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Sep. 29th, 2006 12:20 pmPNH says, in the comments at Sisyphus Shrugged,
Maybe I'm not done yet. I'm not, you know, gone. Be a real shame to get there at 24. But you know what? I hurt. I can't fucking take much more of this. I'm heartsick and astounded and I'm not convinced it's possible to win anymore.
Gimme a day or two to rest, here at the end of my rope. Maybe I just need to charge my hope batteries. Maybe this wasn't the big one. Who knows. But for now, I can't see nothing but blackness, so I'm just gonna close my eyes for a while.
You know, people run out of steam, out of hope, out of time. We're finite. This latest round of political theater was designed to damage us, to leave us hurting and sick. Guess what. It works. Hurting people works.
Maybe I'm not done yet. I'm not, you know, gone. Be a real shame to get there at 24. But you know what? I hurt. I can't fucking take much more of this. I'm heartsick and astounded and I'm not convinced it's possible to win anymore.
Gimme a day or two to rest, here at the end of my rope. Maybe I just need to charge my hope batteries. Maybe this wasn't the big one. Who knows. But for now, I can't see nothing but blackness, so I'm just gonna close my eyes for a while.
